POETRY BY TAYLOR WITHROW
my poems...

when i have a bad day
i love it how you can make it happy
when i have a frown
i love how you can turn it upside down
when i cant smile
your there to make me happy
And all i want to say is thank you for
your love thats want i needed and found.
I hate days like this,
thinking of you wondering if you doing the same
its sad i dont get to see you, very often.
If im not there all the time when you need me,
always listen and open your eyes, because i may not
be there with you, but i know im thinking of you...
sometimes i wonder how we will last ...
sometimes i wonder if will last
Others would say not for long
but lets just hope they are wrong....
I cant loose you
I would be broken
I couldnt look back to being with a heart
Because somone i loved tore it apart...
Maybe if your not drunk or high
you let me lay my head on you shoulder
Or even kiss you goodbye...
Sometimes you hurt me so bad you dont see it
but my hearts blood still stirs....
Now i know im just a "her" .... by taylor withrow...

love is like a waterfall
you can step forward and have it all
or sit there and wait for nothing to come to you
im sure hes waiting for me to ...
but i dont want to be soaked with kisses
and all the stuff about me he misses...
time to go step forward to it all
see ya hope i dont trip and fall!
my world is a chamber
and i am the prisoner
left behind in the darkness...
no friends to call my name
nobody to love...
as i lay on the cold ground shivering
i hear a noise comming
should i stay in my cold corner
or look up to find it was nothing and leave this world.....
if only i had somone
to whipe my tears
to actually be there for me
right next to me
right there...
but no never
im always
alone
but
you
no
i
am
always
going to be
alone for the rest
of my fucking life and
never will i find somone
because theres a crease in my life.
i try so hard to do my best
but it seems i cant win my own happiness
caught in tears i realize,
happiness is to faraway.
so inside my jail cell i stay.
cold,alone,and extremly frightened.
In a dark corner ill sit here for days
thinking you'd come back to me
and give me your love too
but im am frightened i'd once again fall for you
the real me
the real me is within me doesnt come out doesnt show
the real me is beyond my family
the real me is the hatrid i get from my family
the real me is cold never pretty
the reall me is dark
the real me hides in a corner lonley without a soul
the real me bleeds through the cold air
the real me lies in a jail cell
the real me has scares of your name on my skin
all i do is weep i dont have a soul
i dont have anyone to lean on when im down
i dont have anyone to love
i dont have a heart to give
id hate to be so rude
but i hate it when your there
it seems you take my heart just to tear
i wish you'd stop your giving me fears
my pain comes from the nightmares you give me
it feels im used and broken leave me!
why do we get mad at each other over the stupidest stuff?
And we want to let go but its tough !
Our lives are difficult and its seems mine is more rough...
I may be wrong, and i always am.

just tell me why, we have to part,
Knowing that we'll leave pain in our hearts.
Its like glass, we'll shatter our friendship to peices
Only its different because we are more than this...

BUT the question is...
You have to, you see...
or i'll die of pain ...
so...will you forgive me?
DONT TY ME UP WITH ALL YOU TEARS TONIGHT
ILL BE ALRIGHT
WITHOUT YOU BY MYSIDE TO DAY
SO GO ON WITH YOUR LIFE
I THOUGHT YOUR DIFFERENT BUT YOUR THE SAME
AND THIS ON MYSELF I WILL NOT BLAME!
DEATH THREW US APART!
AND NOW IM BACK TO THE START WITH OUT YOU,..... IM SEACHING AGAIN!
DEATH THREW US APART
I THOUGHT WE WERE GUNNA CHANGE!
AND LIVE ETERNALLY!
BUT HERE I AM DEPRESSED,...DEPRESSED AGAIN!!!!!!
DONT TY ME UP WITH ALL YOU TEARS TONIGHT
ILL BE ALRIGHT ....
GO ON WITH YOUR LIFE.
Love me,
my razor blade.
Peel my skin,
make me scream.
Sink so deep,
make me weep.
Cut my flesh,
make me bleed.
Take my life,
set me free.
my image of how you see me has not yet changed
the smile on my face was wiped away....
the heart you broke is still broke today.
the rose yuo gave me is dead...
the song i wrote you is in the trash
its seems you turned my heart to ash...
love is painful and now i see i dont want it
so cheers to you love and good bye to you!

INFORMATION...
Call Me: taylor or tay
Single or taken: taken
Sex: female
B Day: 7th of nov. 1991
Sign: scorpio
Siblings: 1 brother
Hair color: red Eyecolor:blue
Height: 5'4
RELATIONSHIPS...
Who are your best friends?: blue.braden.sky.hallie
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes
Ever had your first kiss?: nope SHUT UP! LoL
FASHION/STUFF...
Any tattoos or piercings: ears peirced
Whats your fave clothing brand?: TRAPP Your least? :american eagle Whats your fave shoe brand?: Vans and chuck taylor converses
SPECIFICS...
Do you do drugs?: NO
What are you most scared of?: blue breaking ^ w/ me What are you listening to right now? none Who is the last person that called you?: skyler Where do you want to get married?: WOW im getting married! kool ! How many buddies are online right now?: 15 What would you change about yourself?: my looks so blue wont be prude!
FAVORITES...
Color: black
Food:none lol Boys names: blue Girls names:sunday
Subjects in school: Art/vocal music/band SHUT UP!
Animals: cat, im a kitty cat lol
Candy: snickers
Movie: The crow
Song: .nymfritimine or how eva u spell it!
HAVE YOU EVER...
Given anyone a bath?: my cat lol and my baby cuz...
Smoked?: yup!
Bungee jumped?: . yes
Made yourself throw up?: yes Skinny dipped?: yes Ever been in love?: to many times...
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yes...
Pictured your crush naked?: yes
Actually seen your crush naked?: i wish lol
Cried when someone died?: yes...
Lied: OH no not at all...see i lied about that!
Fallen for your best friend?: nope
Been rejected?: yes...
Rejected someone?: yes...
Used someone?:Yes...
Done something you regret?: no i learn from mistakes...
CURRENT...
Clothes: happy bunny black shirt w/ strechy black shorts
Music: marilyn manson
Smell: Obsession by calvin clien
CD in player?:nope media player
DVD in player: .grind


Email: taylor


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